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Tales and
Poems by Edgar Allan Poe (1809 - 1849)
The
Cask of Amontillado
(1846)
THE thousand
injuries of Fortunato I had borne as I best could, but when he
ventured upon insult I vowed revenge. You, who so well know the
nature of my soul, will not suppose, however, that gave
utterance to a threat. At length I would be avenged; this was a
point definitely, settled --but the very definitiveness with
which it was resolved precluded the idea of risk. I must not
only punish but punish with impunity. A wrong is unredressed
when retribution overtakes its redresser. It is equally
unredressed when the avenger fails to make himself felt as such
to him who has done the wrong.
It must be understood that neither by word nor deed had I given
Fortunato cause to doubt my good will. I continued, as was my
wont, to smile in his face, and he did not perceive that my
smile now was at the thought of his immolation.
He had a weak point -- this Fortunato -- although in other
regards he was a man to be respected and even feared. He prided
himself on his connoisseurship in wine. Few Italians have the
true virtuoso spirit. For the most part their enthusiasm is
adopted to suit the time and opportunity, to practise imposture
upon the British and Austrian millionaires. In painting and
gemmary, Fortunato, like his countrymen, was a quack, but in the
matter of old wines he was sincere. In this respect I did not
differ from him materially; --I was skilful in the Italian
vintages myself, and bought largely whenever I could.
It was about dusk, one evening during the supreme madness of the
carnival season, that I encountered my friend. He accosted me
with excessive warmth, for he had been drinking much. The man
wore motley. He had on a tight-fitting parti-striped dress, and
his head was surmounted by the conical cap and bells. I was so
pleased to see him that I thought I should never have done
wringing his hand.
I said to him --"My dear Fortunato, you are luckily met. How
remarkably well you are looking to-day. But I have received a
pipe of what passes for Amontillado, and I have my doubts."
"How?" said he. "Amontillado, A pipe? Impossible! And in the
middle of the carnival!"
"I have my doubts," I replied; "and I was silly enough to pay
the full Amontillado price without consulting you in the matter.
You were not to be found, and I was fearful of losing a bargain."
"Amontillado!"
"I have my doubts."
"Amontillado!"
"And I must satisfy them."
"Amontillado!"
"As you are engaged, I am on my way to Luchresi. If any one has
a critical turn it is he. He will tell me --"
"Luchresi cannot tell Amontillado from Sherry."
"And yet some fools will have it that his taste is a match for
your own.
"Come, let us go."
"Whither?"
"To your vaults."
"My friend, no; I will not impose upon your good nature. I
perceive you have an engagement. Luchresi--"
"I have no engagement; --come."
"My friend, no. It is not the engagement, but the severe cold
with which I perceive you are afflicted. The vaults are
insufferably damp. They are encrusted with nitre."
"Let us go, nevertheless. The cold is merely nothing.
Amontillado! You have been imposed upon. And as for Luchresi, he
cannot distinguish Sherry from Amontillado."
Thus speaking, Fortunato possessed himself of my arm; and
putting on a mask of black silk and drawing a roquelaire closely
about my person, I suffered him to hurry me to my palazzo.
There were no attendants at home; they had absconded to make
merry in honour of the time. I had told them that I should not
return until the morning, and had given them explicit orders not
to stir from the house. These orders were sufficient, I well
knew, to insure their immediate disappearance, one and all, as
soon as my back was turned.
I took from their sconces two flambeaux, and giving one to
Fortunato, bowed him through several suites of rooms to the
archway that led into the vaults. I passed down a long and
winding staircase, requesting him to be cautious as he followed.
We came at length to the foot of the descent, and stood together
upon the damp ground of the catacombs of the Montresors.
The gait of my friend was unsteady, and the bells upon his cap
jingled as he strode.
"The pipe," he said.
"It is farther on," said I; "but observe the white web-work
which gleams from these cavern walls."
He turned towards me, and looked into my eyes with two filmy
orbs that distilled the rheum of intoxication.
"Nitre?" he asked, at length.
"Nitre," I replied. "How long have you had that cough?"
"Ugh! ugh! ugh! --ugh! ugh! ugh! --ugh! ugh! ugh! --ugh! ugh!
ugh! --ugh! ugh! ugh!"
My poor friend found it impossible to reply for many minutes.
"It is nothing," he said, at last.
"Come," I said, with decision, "we will go back; your health is
precious. You are rich, respected, admired, beloved; you are
happy, as once I was. You are a man to be missed. For me it is
no matter. We will go back; you will be ill, and I cannot be
responsible. Besides, there is Luchresi --"
"Enough," he said; "the cough's a mere nothing; it will not kill
me. I shall not die of a cough."
"True --true," I replied; "and, indeed, I had no intention of
alarming you unnecessarily --but you should use all proper
caution. A draught of this Medoc will defend us from the damps.
Here I knocked off the neck of a bottle which I drew from a long
row of its fellows that lay upon the mould.
"Drink," I said, presenting him the wine.
He raised it to his lips with a leer. He paused and nodded to me
familiarly, while his bells jingled.
"I drink," he said, "to the buried that repose around us."
"And I to your long life."
He again took my arm, and we proceeded.
"These vaults," he said, "are extensive."
"The Montresors," I replied, "were a great and numerous family."
"I forget your arms."
"A huge human foot d'or, in a field azure; the foot crushes a
serpent rampant whose fangs are imbedded in the heel."
"And the motto?"
"Nemo me impune lacessit."
"Good!" he said.
The wine sparkled in his eyes and the bells jingled. My own
fancy grew warm with the Medoc. We had passed through long walls
of piled skeletons, with casks and puncheons intermingling, into
the inmost recesses of the catacombs. I paused again, and this
time I made bold to seize Fortunato by an arm above the elbow.
"The nitre!" I said; "see, it increases. It hangs like moss upon
the vaults. We are below the river's bed. The drops of moisture
trickle among the bones. Come, we will go back ere it is too
late. Your cough --"
"It is nothing," he said; "let us go on. But first, another
draught of the Medoc."
I broke and reached him a flagon of De Grave. He emptied it at a
breath. His eyes flashed with a fierce light. He laughed and
threw the bottle upwards with a gesticulation I did not
understand.
I looked at him in surprise. He repeated the movement --a
grotesque one.
"You do not comprehend?" he said.
"Not I," I replied.
"Then you are not of the brotherhood."
"How?"
"You are not of the masons."
"Yes, yes," I said; "yes, yes."
"You? Impossible! A mason?"
"A mason," I replied.
"A sign," he said, "a sign."
"It is this," I answered, producing from beneath the folds of my
roquelaire a trowel.
"You jest," he exclaimed, recoiling a few paces. "But let us
proceed to the Amontillado."
"Be it so," I said, replacing the tool beneath the cloak and
again offering him my arm. He leaned upon it heavily. We
continued our route in search of the Amontillado. We passed
through a range of low arches, descended, passed on, and
descending again, arrived at a deep crypt, in which the foulness
of the air caused our flambeaux rather to glow than flame.
At the most remote end of the crypt there appeared another less
spacious. Its walls had been lined with human remains, piled to
the vault overhead, in the fashion of the great catacombs of
Paris. Three sides of this interior crypt were still ornamented
in this manner. From the fourth side the bones had been thrown
down, and lay promiscuously upon the earth, forming at one point
a mound of some size. Within the wall thus exposed by the
displacing of the bones, we perceived a still interior crypt or
recess, in depth about four feet, in width three, in height six
or seven. It seemed to have been constructed for no especial use
within itself, but formed merely the interval between two of the
colossal supports of the roof of the catacombs, and was backed
by one of their circumscribing walls of solid granite.
It was in vain that Fortunato, uplifting his dull torch,
endeavoured to pry into the depth of the recess. Its termination
the feeble light did not enable us to see.
"Proceed," I said; "herein is the Amontillado. As for Luchresi
--"
"He is an ignoramus," interrupted my friend, as he stepped
unsteadily forward, while I followed immediately at his heels.
In an instant he had reached the extremity of the niche, and
finding his progress arrested by the rock, stood stupidly
bewildered. A moment more and I had fettered him to the granite.
In its surface were two iron staples, distant from each other
about two feet, horizontally. From one of these depended a short
chain, from the other a padlock. Throwing the links about his
waist, it was but the work of a few seconds to secure it. He was
too much astounded to resist. Withdrawing the key I stepped back
from the recess.
"Pass your hand," I said, "over the wall; you cannot help
feeling the nitre. Indeed, it is very damp. Once more let me
implore you to return. No? Then I must positively leave you. But
I must first render you all the little attentions in my power."
"The Amontillado!" ejaculated my friend, not yet recovered from
his astonishment.
"True," I replied; "the Amontillado."
As I said these words I busied myself among the pile of bones of
which I have before spoken. Throwing them aside, I soon
uncovered a quantity of building stone and mortar. With these
materials and with the aid of my trowel, I began vigorously to
wall up the entrance of the niche.
I had scarcely laid the first tier of the masonry when I
discovered that the intoxication of Fortunato had in a great
measure worn off. The earliest indication I had of this was a
low moaning cry from the depth of the recess. It was not the cry
of a drunken man. There was then a long and obstinate silence. I
laid the second tier, and the third, and the fourth; and then I
heard the furious vibrations of the chain. The noise lasted for
several minutes, during which, that I might hearken to it with
the more satisfaction, I ceased my labours and sat down upon the
bones. When at last the clanking subsided, I resumed the trowel,
and finished without interruption the fifth, the sixth, and the
seventh tier. The wall was now nearly upon a level with my
breast. I again paused, and holding the flambeaux over the
mason-work, threw a few feeble rays upon the figure within.
A succession of loud and shrill screams, bursting suddenly from
the throat of the chained form, seemed to thrust me violently
back. For a brief moment I hesitated, I trembled. Unsheathing my
rapier, I began to grope with it about the recess; but the
thought of an instant reassured me. I placed my hand upon the
solid fabric of the catacombs, and felt satisfied. I
reapproached the wall; I replied to the yells of him who
clamoured. I re-echoed, I aided, I surpassed them in volume and
in strength. I did this, and the clamourer grew still.
It was now midnight, and my task was drawing to a close. I had
completed the eighth, the ninth and the tenth tier. I had
finished a portion of the last and the eleventh; there remained
but a single stone to be fitted and plastered in. I struggled
with its weight; I placed it partially in its destined position.
But now there came from out the niche a low laugh that erected
the hairs upon my head. It was succeeded by a sad voice, which I
had difficulty in recognizing as that of the noble Fortunato.
The voice said--
"Ha! ha! ha! --he! he! he! --a very good joke, indeed --an
excellent jest. We will have many a rich laugh about it at the
palazzo --he! he! he! --over our wine --he! he! he!"
"The Amontillado!" I said.
"He! he! he! --he! he! he! --yes, the Amontillado. But is it not
getting late? Will not they be awaiting us at the palazzo, the
Lady Fortunato and the rest? Let us be gone."
"Yes," I said, "let us be gone."
"For the love of God, Montresor!"
"Yes," I said, "for the love of God!"
But to these words I hearkened in vain for a reply. I grew
impatient. I called aloud --
"Fortunato!"
No answer. I called again --
"Fortunato!"
No answer still. I thrust a torch through the remaining aperture
and let it fall within. There came forth in return only a
jingling of the bells. My heart grew sick; it was the dampness
of the catacombs that made it so. I hastened to make an end of
my labour. I forced the last stone into its position; I
plastered it up. Against the new masonry I re-erected the old
rampart of bones. For the half of a century no mortal has
disturbed them. In pace requiescat!
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It
was many and many a year ago,
In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you may know
By the name of ANNABEL LEE;
And this maiden she lived with no other thought
Than to love and be loved by me.
I was a child and she was a child,
In this kingdom by the sea;
But we loved with a love that was more than love-
I and my Annabel Lee;
With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven
Coveted her and me.
And this was the reason that, long ago,
In this kingdom by the sea,
A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling
My beautiful Annabel Lee;
So that her highborn kinsman came
And bore her away from me,
To shut her up in a sepulchre
In this kingdom by the sea.
The angels, not half so happy in heaven,
Went envying her and me-
Yes!- that was the reason (as all men know,
In this kingdom by the sea)
That the wind came out of the cloud by night,
Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.
But our love it was stronger by far than the love
Of those who were older than we-
Of many far wiser than we-
And neither the angels in heaven above,
Nor the demons down under the sea,
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee.
For the moon never beams without bringing me dreams
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And the stars never rise but I feel the bright eyes
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
Of my darling- my darling- my life and my bride,
In the sepulchre there by the sea,
In her tomb by the sounding sea. |
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For Annie
(1849)
Thank Heaven!
the crisis-
The danger is past,
And the lingering illness
Is over at last-
And the fever called "Living"
Is conquered at last.
Sadly, I know
I am shorn of my strength,
And no muscle I move
As I lie at full length-
But no matter!-I feel
I am better at length.
And I rest so
composedly,
Now, in my bed
That any beholder
Might fancy me dead-
Might start at beholding me,
Thinking me dead.
The moaning
and groaning,
The sighing and sobbing,
Are quieted now,
With that horrible throbbing
At heart:–ah, that horrible,
Horrible throbbing!
The
sickness–the nausea-
The pitiless pain-
Have ceased, with the fever
That maddened my brain-
With the fever called "Living"
That burned in my brain.
And oh! of
all tortures
That torture the worst
Has abated–the terrible
Torture of thirst
For the naphthaline river
Of Passion accurst:-
I have drunk of a water
That quenches all thirst:-
Of a water
that flows,
With a lullaby sound,
From a spring but a very few
Feet under ground-
From a cavern not very far
Down under ground.
And ah! let
it never
Be foolishly said
That my room it is gloomy
And narrow my bed;
For man never slept
In a different bed-
And, to sleep, you must slumber
In just such a bed.
My tantalized
spirit
Here blandly reposes,
Forgetting, or never
Regretting its roses-
Its old agitations
Of myrtles and roses:
For now,
while so quietly
Lying, it fancies
A holier odor
About it, of pansies-
A rosemary odor,
Commingled with pansies-
With rue and the beautiful
Puritan pansies.
And so it
lies happily,
Bathing in many
A dream of the truth
And the beauty of Annie-
Drowned in a bath
Of the tresses of Annie.
She tenderly
kissed me,
She fondly caressed,
And then I fell gently
To sleep on her breast-
Deeply to sleep
From the heaven of her breast.
When the
light was extinguished,
She covered me warm,
And she prayed to the angels
To keep me from harm-
To the queen of the angels
To shield me from harm.
And I lie so
composedly,
Now, in my bed,
(Knowing her love)
That you fancy me dead-
And I rest so contentedly,
Now, in my bed,
(With her love at my breast)
That you fancy me dead-
That you shudder to look at me,
Thinking me dead.
But my heart
it is brighter
Than all of the many
Stars in the sky,
For it sparkles with Annie-
It glows with the light
Of the love of my Annie-
With the thought of the light
Of the eyes of my Annie.
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The Fall of the
House of Usher
DURING the
whole of a dull, dark, and soundless day in the autumn of the
year, when the clouds hung oppressively low in the heavens, I
had been passing alone, on horseback, through a singularly
dreary tract of country ; and at length found myself, as the
shades of the evening drew on, within view of the melancholy
House of Usher. I know not how it was - but, with the first
glimpse of the building, a sense of insufferable gloom pervaded
my spirit. I say insufferable ; for the feeling was unrelieved
by any of that half-pleasurable, because poetic, sentiment, with
which the mind usually receives even the sternest natural images
of the desolate or terrible. I looked upon the scene before me -
upon the mere house, and the simple landscape features of the
domain - upon the bleak walls - upon the vacant eye-like windows
- upon a few rank sedges - and upon a few white trunks of
decayed trees - with an utter depression of soul which I can
compare to no earthly sensation more properly than to the
after-dream of the reveller upon opium - the bitter lapse into
everyday life - the hideous dropping off of the veil. There was
an iciness, a sinking, a sickening of the heart - an unredeemed
dreariness of thought which no goading of the imagination could
torture into aught of the sublime. What was it - I paused to
think - what was it that so unnerved me in the contemplation of
the House of Usher ? It was a mystery all insoluble ; nor could
I grapple with the shadowy fancies that crowded upon me as I
pondered. I was forced to fall back upon the unsatisfactory
conclusion, that while, beyond doubt, there are combinations of
very simple natural objects which have the power of thus
affecting us, still the analysis of this power lies among
considerations beyond our depth. It was possible, I reflected,
that a mere different arrangement of the particulars of the
scene, of the details of the picture, would be sufficient to
modify, or perhaps to annihilate its capacity for sorrowful
impression ; and, acting upon this idea, I reined my horse to
the precipitous brink of a black and lurid tarn that lay in
unruffled lustre by the dwelling, and gazed down - but with a
shudder even more thrilling than before - upon the remodelled
and inverted images of the gray sedge, and the ghastly
tree-stems, and the vacant and eye-like windows.
Nevertheless,
in this mansion of gloom I now proposed to myself a sojourn of
some weeks. Its proprietor, Roderick Usher, had been one of my
boon companions in boyhood ; but many years had elapsed since
our last meeting. A letter, however, had lately reached me in a
distant part of the country - a letter from him - which, in its
wildly importunate nature, had admitted of no other than a
personal reply. The MS. gave evidence of nervous agitation. The
writer spoke of acute bodily illness - of a mental disorder
which oppressed him - and of an earnest desire to see me, as his
best, and indeed his only personal friend, with a view of
attempting, by the cheerfulness of my society, some alleviation
of his malady. It was the manner in which all this, and much
more, was said - it was the apparent heart that went with his
request - which allowed me no room for hesitation; and I
accordingly obeyed forthwith what I still considered a very
singular summons.
Although, as
boys, we had been even intimate associates, yet I really knew
little of my friend. His reserve had been always excessive and
habitual. I was aware, however, that his very ancient family had
been noted, time out of mind, for a peculiar sensibility of
temperament, displaying itself, through long ages, in many works
of exalted art, and manifested, of late, in repeated deeds of
munificent yet unobtrusive charity, as well as in a passionate
devotion to the intricacies, perhaps even more than to the
orthodox and easily recognisable beauties, of musical science. I
had learned, too, the very remarkable fact, that the stem of the
Usher race, all time-honored as it was, had put forth, at no
period, any enduring branch ; in other words, that the entire
family lay in the direct line of descent, and had always, with
very trifling and very temporary variation, so lain. It was this
deficiency, I considered, while running over in thought the
perfect keeping of the character of the premises with the
accredited character of the people, and while speculating upon
the possible influence which the one, in the long lapse of
centuries, might have exercised upon the other - it was this
deficiency, perhaps, of collateral issue, and the consequent
undeviating transmission, from sire to son, of the patrimony
with the name, which had, at length, so identified the two as to
merge the original title of the estate in the quaint and
equivocal appellation of the "House of Usher" - an appellation
which seemed to include, in the minds of the peasantry who used
it, both the family and the family mansion.
I have said
that the sole effect of my somewhat childish experiment - that
of looking down within the tarn - had been to deepen the first
singular impression. There can be no doubt that the
consciousness of the rapid increase of my superstition - for why
should I not so term it ? - served mainly to accelerate the
increase itself. Such, I have long known, is the paradoxical law
of all sentiments having terror as a basis. And it might have
been for this reason only, that, when I again uplifted my eyes
to the house itself, from its image in the pool, there grew in
my mind a strange fancy - a fancy so ridiculous, indeed, that I
but mention it to show the vivid force of the sensations which
oppressed me. I had so worked upon my imagination as really to
believe that about the whole mansion and domain there hung an
atmosphere peculiar to themselves and their immediate vicinity -
an atmosphere which had no affinity with the air of heaven, but
which had reeked up from the decayed trees, and the gray wall,
and the silent tarn - a pestilent and mystic vapor, dull,
sluggish, faintly discernible, and leaden-hued.
Shaking off
from my spirit what must have been a dream, I scanned more
narrowly the real aspect of the building. Its principal feature
seemed to be that of an excessive antiquity. The discoloration
of ages had been great. Minute fungi overspread the whole
exterior, hanging in a fine tangled web-work from the eaves. Yet
all this was apart from any extraordinary dilapidation. No
portion of the masonry had fallen ; and there appeared to be a
wild inconsistency between its still perfect adaptation of
parts, and the crumbling condition of the individual stones. In
this there was much that reminded me of the specious totality of
old wood-work which has rotted for long years in some neglected
vault, with no disturbance from the breath of the external air.
Beyond this indication of extensive decay, however, the fabric
gave little token of instability. Perhaps the eye of a
scrutinizing observer might have discovered a barely perceptible
fissure, which, extending from the roof of the building in
front, made its way down the wall in a zigzag direction, until
it became lost in the sullen waters of the tarn.
Noticing
these things, I rode over a short causeway to the house. A
servant in waiting took my horse, and I entered the Gothic
archway of the hall. A valet, of stealthy step, thence conducted
me, in silence, through many dark and intricate passages in my
progress to the studio of his master. Much that I encountered on
the way contributed, I know not how, to heighten the vague
sentiments of which I have already spoken. While the objects
around me - while the carvings of the ceilings, the sombre
tapestries of the walls, the ebon blackness of the floors, and
the phantasmagoric armorial trophies which rattled as I strode,
were but matters to which, or to such as which, I had been
accustomed from my infancy - while I hesitated not to
acknowledge how familiar was all this - I still wondered to find
how unfamiliar were the fancies which ordinary images were
stirring up. On one of the staircases, I met the physician of
the family. His countenance, I thought, wore a mingled
expression of low cunning and perplexity. He accosted me with
trepidation and passed on. The valet now threw open a door and
ushered me into the presence of his master.
The room in
which I found myself was very large and lofty. The windows were
long, narrow, and pointed, and at so vast a distance from the
black oaken floor as to be altogether inaccessible from within.
Feeble gleams of encrimsoned light made their way through the
trellissed panes, and served to render sufficiently distinct the
more prominent objects around ; the eye, however, struggled in
vain to reach the remoter angles of the chamber, or the recesses
of the vaulted and fretted ceiling. Dark draperies hung upon the
walls. The general furniture was profuse, comfortless, antique,
and tattered. Many books and musical instruments lay scattered
about, but failed to give any vitality to the scene. I felt that
I breathed an atmosphere of sorrow. An air of stern, deep, and
irredeemable gloom hung over and pervaded all.
Upon my
entrance, Usher arose from a sofa on which he had been lying at
full length, and greeted me with a vivacious warmth which had
much in it, I at first thought, of an overdone cordiality - of
the constrained effort of the ennuyé ; man of the world. A
glance, however, at his countenance, convinced me of his perfect
sincerity. We sat down ; and for some moments, while he spoke
not, I gazed upon him with a feeling half of pity, half of awe.
Surely, man had never before so terribly altered, in so brief a
period, as had Roderick Usher ! It was with difficulty that I
could bring myself to admit the identity of the wan being before
me with the companion of my early boyhood. Yet the character of
his face had been at all times remarkable. A cadaverousness of
complexion ; an eye large, liquid, and luminous beyond
comparison ; lips somewhat thin and very pallid, but of a
surpassingly beautiful curve ; a nose of a delicate Hebrew
model, but with a breadth of nostril unusual in similar
formations ; a finely moulded chin, speaking, in its want of
prominence, of a want of moral energy; hair of a more than
web-like softness and tenuity ; these features, with an
inordinate expansion above the regions of the temple, made up
altogether a countenance not easily to be forgotten. And now in
the mere exaggeration of the prevailing character of these
features, and of the expression they were wont to convey, lay so
much of change that I doubted to whom I spoke. The now ghastly
pallor of the skin, and the now miraculous lustre of the eye,
above all things startled and even awed me. The silken hair,
too, had been suffered to grow all unheeded, and as, in its wild
gossamer texture, it floated rather than fell about the face, I
could not, even with effort, connect its Arabesque expression
with any idea of simple humanity.
In the manner
of my friend I was at once struck with an incoherence - an
inconsistency ; and I soon found this to arise from a series of
feeble and futile struggles to overcome an habitual trepidancy -
an excessive nervous agitation. For something of this nature I
had indeed been prepared, no less by his letter, than by
reminiscences of certain boyish traits, and by conclusions
deduced from his peculiar physical conformation and temperament.
His action was alternately vivacious and sullen. His voice
varied rapidly from a tremulous indecision (when the animal
spirits seemed utterly in abeyance) to that species of energetic
concision - that abrupt, weighty, unhurried, and hollow-sounding
enunciation - that leaden, self-balanced and perfectly modulated
guttural utterance, which may be observed in the lost drunkard,
or the irreclaimable eater of opium, during the periods of his
most intense excitement.
It was thus
that he spoke of the object of my visit, of his earnest desire
to see me, and of the solace he expected me to afford him. He
entered, at some length, into what he conceived to be the nature
of his malady. It was, he said, a constitutional and a family
evil, and one for which he despaired to find a remedy - a mere
nervous affection, he immediately added, which would undoubtedly
soon pass off. It displayed itself in a host of unnatural
sensations. Some of these, as he detailed them, interested and
bewildered me ; although, perhaps, the terms, and the general
manner of the narration had their weight. He suffered much from
a morbid acuteness of the senses ; the most insipid food was
alone endurable; he could wear only garments of certain texture
; the odors of all flowers were oppressive ; his eyes were
tortured by even a faint light ; and there were but peculiar
sounds, and these from stringed instruments, which did not
inspire him with horror.
To an
anomalous species of terror I found him a bounden slave. "I
shall perish," said he, "I must perish in this deplorable folly.
Thus, thus, and not otherwise, shall I be lost. I dread the
events of the future, not in themselves, but in their results. I
shudder at the thought of any, even the most trivial, incident,
which may operate upon this intolerable agitation of soul. I
have, indeed, no abhorrence of danger, except in its absolute
effect - in terror. In this unnerved - in this pitiable
condition - I feel that the period will sooner or later arrive
when I must abandon life and reason together, in some struggle
with the grim phantasm, FEAR."
I learned,
moreover, at intervals, and through broken and equivocal hints,
another singular feature of his mental condition. He was
enchained by certain superstitious impressions in regard to the
dwelling which he tenanted, and whence, for many years, he had
never ventured forth - in regard to an influence whose
supposititious force was conveyed in terms too shadowy here to
be re-stated - an influence which some peculiarities in the mere
form and substance of his family mansion, had, by dint of long
sufferance, he said, obtained over his spirit - an effect which
the physique of the gray walls and turrets, and of the dim tarn
into which they all looked down, had, at length, brought about
upon the morale of his existence.
He admitted,
however, although with hesitation, that much of the peculiar
gloom which thus afflicted him could be traced to a more natural
and far more palpable origin - to the severe and long-continued
illness - indeed to the evidently approaching dissolution - of a
tenderly beloved sister - his sole companion for long years -
his last and only relative on earth. "Her decease," he said,
with a bitterness which I can never forget, "would leave him
(him the hopeless and the frail) the last of the ancient race of
the Ushers." While he spoke, the lady Madeline (for so was she
called) passed slowly through a remote portion of the apartment,
and, without having noticed my presence, disappeared. I regarded
her with an utter astonishment not unmingled with dread - and
yet I found it impossible to account for such feelings. A
sensation of stupor oppressed me, as my eyes followed her
retreating steps. When a door, at length, closed upon her, my
glance sought instinctively and eagerly the countenance of the
brother - but he had buried his face in his hands, and I could
only perceive that a far more than ordinary wanness had
overspread the emaciated fingers through which trickled many
passionate tears.
The disease
of the lady Madeline had long baffled the skill of her
physicians. A settled apathy, a gradual wasting away of the
person, and frequent although transient affections of a
partially cataleptical character, were the unusual diagnosis.
Hitherto she had steadily borne up against the pressure of her
malady, and had not betaken herself finally to bed ; but, on the
closing in of the evening of my arrival at the house, she
succumbed (as her brother told me at night with inexpressible
agitation) to the prostrating power of the destroyer ; and I
learned that the glimpse I had obtained of her person would thus
probably be the last I should obtain - that the lady, at least
while living, would be seen by me no more.
For several
days ensuing, her name was unmentioned by either Usher or
myself: and during this period I was busied in earnest endeavors
to alleviate the melancholy of my friend. We painted and read
together ; or I listened, as if in a dream, to the wild
improvisations of his speaking guitar. And thus, as a closer and
still closer intimacy admitted me more unreservedly into the
recesses of his spirit, the more bitterly did I perceive the
futility of all attempt at cheering a mind from which darkness,
as if an inherent positive quality, poured forth upon all
objects of the moral and physical universe, in one unceasing
radiation of gloom.
I shall ever
bear about me a memory of the many solemn hours I thus spent
alone with the master of the House of Usher. Yet I should fail
in any attempt to convey an idea of the exact character of the
studies, or of the occupations, in which he involved me, or led
me the way. An excited and highly distempered ideality threw a
sulphureous lustre over all. His long improvised dirges will
ring forever in my ears. Among other things, I hold painfully in
mind a certain singular perversion and amplification of the wild
air of the last waltz of Von Weber. From the paintings over
which his elaborate fancy brooded, and which grew, touch by
touch, into vaguenesses at which I shuddered the more
thrillingly, because I shuddered knowing not why ; - from these
paintings (vivid as their images now are before me) I would in
vain endeavor to educe more than a small portion which should
lie within the compass of merely written words. By the utter
simplicity, by the nakedness of his designs, he arrested and
overawed attention. If ever mortal painted an idea, that mortal
was Roderick Usher. For me at least - in the circumstances then
surrounding me - there arose out of the pure abstractions which
the hypochondriac contrived to throw upon his canvass, an
intensity of intolerable awe, no shadow of which felt I ever yet
in the contemplation of the certainly glowing yet too concrete
reveries of Fuseli.
One of the
phantasmagoric conceptions of my friend, partaking not so
rigidly of the spirit of abstraction, may be shadowed forth,
although feebly, in words. A small picture presented the
interior of an immensely long and rectangular vault or tunnel,
with low walls, smooth, white, and without interruption or
device. Certain accessory points of the design served well to
convey the idea that this excavation lay at an exceeding depth
below the surface of the earth. No outlet was observed in any
portion of its vast extent, and no torch, or other artificial
source of light was discernible ; yet a flood of intense rays
rolled throughout, and bathed the whole in a ghastly and
inappropriate splendor.
I have just
spoken of that morbid condition of the auditory nerve which
rendered all music intolerable to the sufferer, with the
exception of certain effects of stringed instruments. It was,
perhaps, the narrow limits to which he thus confined himself
upon the guitar, which gave birth, in great measure, to the
fantastic character of his performances. But the fervid facility
of his impromptus could not be so accounted for. They must have
been, and were, in the notes, as well as in the words of his
wild fantasias (for he not unfrequently accompanied himself with
rhymed verbal improvisations), the result of that intense mental
collectedness and concentration to which I have previously
alluded as observable only in particular moments of the highest
artificial excitement. The words of one of these rhapsodies I
have easily remembered. I was, perhaps, the more forcibly
impressed with it, as he gave it, because, in the under or
mystic current of its meaning, I fancied that I perceived, and
for the first time, a full consciousness on the part of Usher,
of the tottering of his lofty reason upon her throne. The
verses, which were entitled "The Haunted Palace," ran very
nearly, if not accurately, thus:
I.
In the greenest of our valleys,
By good angels tenanted,
Once a fair and stately palace -
Radiant palace - reared its head.
In the monarch Thought's dominion -
It stood there !
Never seraph spread a pinion
Over fabric half so fair.
II.
Banners yellow, glorious, golden,
On its roof did float and flow;
(This - all this - was in the olden
Time long ago)
And every gentle air that dallied,
In that sweet day,
Along the ramparts plumed and pallid,
A winged odor went away.
III.
Wanderers in that happy valley
Through two luminous windows saw
Spirits moving musically
To a lute's well-tunéd law,
Round about a throne, where sitting
(Porphyrogene !)
In state his glory well befitting,
The ruler of the realm was seen.
IV.
And all with pearl and ruby glowing
Was the fair palace door,
Through which came flowing, flowing, flowing,
And sparkling evermore,
A troop of Echoes whose sweet duty
Was but to sing,
In voices of surpassing beauty,
The wit and wisdom of their king.
V.
But evil things, in robes of sorrow,
Assailed the monarch's high estate ;
(Ah, let us mourn, for never morrow
Shall dawn upon him, desolate !)
And, round about his home, the glory
That blushed and bloomed
Is but a dim-remembered story
Of the old time entombed.
VI.
And travellers now within that valley,
Through the red-litten windows, see
Vast forms that move fantastically
To a discordant melody ;
While, like a rapid ghastly river,
Through the pale door,
A hideous throng rush out forever,
And laugh - but smile no more.
I well
remember that suggestions arising from this ballad, led us into
a train of thought wherein there became manifest an opinion of
Usher's which I mention not so much on account of its novelty,
(for other men have thought thus,) as on account of the
pertinacity with which he maintained it. This opinion, in its
general form, was that of the sentience of all vegetable things.
But, in his disordered fancy, the idea had assumed a more daring
character, and trespassed, under certain conditions, upon the
kingdom of inorganization. I lack words to express the full
extent, or the earnest abandon of his persuasion. The belief,
however, was connected (as I have previously hinted) with the
gray stones of the home of his forefathers. The conditions of
the sentience had been here, he imagined, fulfilled in the
method of collocation of these stones - in the order of their
arrangement, as well as in that of the many fungi which
overspread them, and of the decayed trees which stood around -
above all, in the long undisturbed endurance of this
arrangement, and in its reduplication in the still waters of the
tarn. Its evidence - the evidence of the sentience - was to be
seen, he said, (and I here started as he spoke,) in the gradual
yet certain condensation of an atmosphere of their own about the
waters and the walls. The result was discoverable, he added, in
that silent, yet importunate and terrible influence which for
centuries had moulded the destinies of his family, and which
made him what I now saw him - what he was. Such opinions need no
comment, and I will make none.
Our books -
the books which, for years, had formed no small portion of the
mental existence of the invalid - were, as might be supposed, in
strict keeping with this character of phantasm. We pored
together over such works as the Ververt et Chartreuse of Gresset
; the Belphegor of Machiavelli ; the Heaven and Hell of
Swedenborg ; the Subterranean Voyage of Nicholas Klimm by
Holberg ; the Chiromancy of Robert Flud, of Jean D'Indaginé, and
of De la Chambre ; the Journey into the Blue Distance of Tieck ;
and the City of the Sun of Campanella. One favorite volume was a
small octavo edition of the Directorium Inquisitorium , by the
Dominican Eymeric de Gironne; and there were passages in
Pomponius Mela, about the old African Satyrs and Oegipans, over
which Usher would sit dreaming for hours. His chief delight,
however, was found in the perusal of an exceedingly rare and
curious book in quarto Gothic - the manual of a forgotten church
- the Vigiliae Mortuorum secundum Chorum Ecclesiae Maguntinae .
I could not
help thinking of the wild ritual of this work, and of its
probable influence upon the hypochondriac, when, one evening,
having informed me abruptly that the lady Madeline was no more,
he stated his intention of preserving her corpse for a
fortnight, (previously to its final interment,) in one of the
numerous vaults within the main walls of the building. The
worldly reason, however, assigned for this singular proceeding,
was one which I did not feel at liberty to dispute. The brother
had been led to his resolution (so he told me) by consideration
of the unusual character of the malady of the deceased, of
certain obtrusive and eager inquiries on the part of her medical
men, and of the remote and exposed situation of the
burial-ground of the family. I will not deny that when I called
to mind the sinister countenance of the person whom I met upon
the staircase, on the day of my arrival at the house, I had no
desire to oppose what I regarded as at best but a harmless, and
by no means an unnatural, precaution.
At the
request of Usher, I personally aided him in the arrangements for
the temporary entombment. The body having been encoffined, we
two alone bore it to its rest. The vault in which we placed it
(and which had been so long unopened that our torches, half
smothered in its oppressive atmosphere, gave us little
opportunity for investigation) was small, damp, and entirely
without means of admission for light ; lying, at great depth,
immediately beneath that portion of the building in which was my
own sleeping apartment. It had been used, apparently, in remote
feudal times, for the worst purposes of a donjon-keep, and, in
later days, as a place of deposit for powder, or some other
highly combustible substance, as a portion of its floor, and the
whole interior of a long archway through which we reached it,
were carefully sheathed with copper. The door, of massive iron,
had been, also, similarly protected. Its immense weight caused
an unusually sharp grating sound, as it moved upon its hinges.
Having
deposited our mournful burden upon tressels within this region
of horror, we partially turned aside the yet unscrewed lid of
the coffin, and looked upon the face of the tenant. A striking
similitude between the brother and sister now first arrested my
attention ; and Usher, divining, perhaps, my thoughts, murmured
out some few words from which I learned that the deceased and
himself had been twins, and that sympathies of a scarcely
intelligible nature had always existed between them. Our
glances, however, rested not long upon the dead - for we could
not regard her unawed. The disease which had thus entombed the
lady in the maturity of youth, had left, as usual in all
maladies of a strictly cataleptical character, the mockery of a
faint blush upon the bosom and the face, and that suspiciously
lingering smile upon the lip which is so terrible in death. We
replaced and screwed down the lid, and, having secured the door
of iron, made our way, with toil, into the scarcely less gloomy
apartments of the upper portion of the house.
And now, some
days of bitter grief having elapsed, an observable change came
over the features of the mental disorder of my friend. His
ordinary manner had vanished. His ordinary occupations were
neglected or forgotten. He roamed from chamber to chamber with
hurried, unequal, and objectless step. The pallor of his
countenance had assumed, if possible, a more ghastly hue - but
the luminousness of his eye had utterly gone out. The once
occasional huskiness of his tone was heard no more; and a
tremulous quaver, as if of extreme terror, habitually
characterized his utterance. There were times, indeed, when I
thought his unceasingly agitated mind was laboring with some
oppressive secret, to divulge which he struggled for the
necessary courage. At times, again, I was obliged to resolve all
into the mere inexplicable vagaries of madness, for I beheld him
gazing upon vacancy for long hours, in an attitude of the
profoundest attention, as if listening to some imaginary sound.
It was no wonder that his condition terrified - that it infected
me. I felt creeping upon me, by slow yet certain degrees, the
wild influences of his own fantastic yet impressive
superstitions.
It was,
especially, upon retiring to bed late in the night of the
seventh or eighth day after the placing of the lady Madeline
within the donjon, that I experienced the full power of such
feelings. Sleep came not near my couch - while the hours waned
and waned away. I struggled to reason off the nervousness which
had dominion over me. I endeavored to believe that much, if not
all of what I felt, was due to the bewildering influence of the
gloomy furniture of the room - of the dark and tattered
draperies, which, tortured into motion by the breath of a rising
tempest, swayed fitfully to and fro upon the walls, and rustled
uneasily about the decorations of the bed. But my efforts were
fruitless. An irrepressible tremor gradually pervaded my frame ;
and, at length, there sat upon my very heart an incubus of
utterly causeless alarm. Shaking this off with a gasp and a
struggle, I uplifted myself upon the pillows, and, peering
earnestly within the intense darkness of the chamber, harkened -
I know not why, except that an instinctive spirit prompted me -
to certain low and indefinite sounds which came, through the
pauses of the storm, at long intervals, I knew not whence.
Overpowered by an intense sentiment of horror, unaccountable yet
unendurable, I threw on my clothes with haste (for I felt that I
should sleep no more during the night), and endeavored to arouse
myself from the pitiable condition into which I had fallen, by
pacing rapidly to and fro through the apartment.
I had taken
but few turns in this manner, when a light step on an adjoining
staircase arrested my attention. I presently recognised it as
that of Usher. In an instant afterward he rapped, with a gentle
touch, at my door, and entered, bearing a lamp. His countenance
was, as usual, cadaverously wan - but, moreover, there was a
species of mad hilarity in his eyes - an evidently restrained
hysteria in his whole demeanor. His air appalled me - but
anything was preferable to the solitude which I had so long
endured, and I even welcomed his presence as a relief.
"And you have
not seen it ?" he said abruptly, after having stared about him
for some moments in silence - "you have not then seen it ? -
but, stay ! you shall." Thus speaking, and having carefully
shaded his lamp, he hurried to one of the casements, and threw
it freely open to the storm.
The impetuous
fury of the entering gust nearly lifted us from our feet. It
was, indeed, a tempestuous yet sternly beautiful night, and one
wildly singular in its terror and its beauty. A whirlwind had
apparently collected its force in our vicinity ; for there were
frequent and violent alterations in the direction of the wind ;
and the exceeding density of the clouds (which hung so low as to
press upon the turrets of the house) did not prevent our
perceiving the life-like velocity with which they flew careering
from all points against each other, without passing away into
the distance. I say that even their exceeding density did not
prevent our perceiving this - yet we had no glimpse of the moon
or stars - nor was there any flashing forth of the lightning.
But the under surfaces of the huge masses of agitated vapor, as
well as all terrestrial objects immediately around us, were
glowing in the unnatural light of a faintly luminous and
distinctly visible gaseous exhalation which hung about and
enshrouded the mansion.
"You must not
- you shall not behold this !" said I, shudderingly, to Usher,
as I led him, with a gentle violence, from the window to a seat.
"These appearances, which bewilder you, are merely electrical
phenomena not uncommon - or it may be that they have their
ghastly origin in the rank miasma of the tarn. Let us close this
casement ; - the air is chilling and dangerous to your frame.
Here is one of your favorite romances. I will read, and you
shall listen ; - and so we will pass away this terrible night
together."
The antique
volume which I had taken up was the "Mad Trist" of Sir Launcelot
Canning ; but I had called it a favorite of Usher's more in sad
jest than in earnest ; for, in truth, there is little in its
uncouth and unimaginative prolixity which could have had
interest for the lofty and spiritual ideality of my friend. It
was, however, the only book immediately at hand ; and I indulged
a vague hope that the excitement which now agitated the
hypochondriac, might find relief (for the history of mental
disorder is full of similar anomalies) even in the extremeness
of the folly which I should read. Could I have judged, indeed,
by the wild overstrained air of vivacity with which he harkened,
or apparently harkened, to the words of the tale, I might well
have congratulated myself upon the success of my design.
I had arrived
at that well-known portion of the story where Ethelred, the hero
of the Trist, having sought in vain for peaceable admission into
the dwelling of the hermit, proceeds to make good an entrance by
force. Here, it will be remembered, the words of the narrative
run thus:
"And
Ethelred, who was by nature of a doughty heart, and who was now
mighty withal, on account of the powerfulness of the wine which
he had drunken, waited no longer to hold parley with the hermit,
who, in sooth, was of an obstinate and maliceful turn, but,
feeling the rain upon his shoulders, and fearing the rising of
the tempest, uplifted his mace outright, and, with blows, made
quickly room in the plankings of the door for his gauntleted
hand ; and now pulling therewith sturdily, he so cracked, and
ripped, and tore all asunder, that the noise of the dry and
hollow-sounding wood alarummed and reverberated throughout the
forest."
At the
termination of this sentence I started, and for a moment, paused
; for it appeared to me (although I at once concluded that my
excited fancy had deceived me) - it appeared to me that, from
some very remote portion of the mansion, there came,
indistinctly, to my ears, what might have been, in its exact
similarity of character, the echo (but a stifled and dull one
certainly) of the very cracking and ripping sound which Sir
Launcelot had so particularly described. It was, beyond doubt,
the coincidence alone which had arrested my attention ; for,
amid the rattling of the sashes of the casements, and the
ordinary commingled noises of the still increasing storm, the
sound, in itself, had nothing, surely, which should have
interested or disturbed me. I continued the story:
"But the good
champion Ethelred, now entering within the door, was sore
enraged and amazed to perceive no signal of the maliceful hermit
; but, in the stead thereof, a dragon of a scaly and prodigious
demeanor, and of a fiery tongue, which sate in guard before a
palace of gold, with a floor of silver ; and upon the wall there
hung a shield of shining brass with this legend enwritten -
Who entereth herein, a conqueror hath bin ;
Who slayeth the dragon, the shield he shall win;
And Ethelred
uplifted his mace, and struck upon the head of the dragon, which
fell before him, and gave up his pesty breath, with a shriek so
horrid and harsh, and withal so piercing, that Ethelred had fain
to close his ears with his hands against the dreadful noise of
it, the like whereof was never before heard."
Here again I
paused abruptly, and now with a feeling of wild amazement - for
there could be no doubt whatever that, in this instance, I did
actually hear (although from what direction it proceeded I found
it impossible to say) a low and apparently distant, but harsh,
protracted, and most unusual screaming or grating sound - the
exact counterpart of what my fancy had already conjured up for
the dragon's unnatural shriek as described by the romancer.
Oppressed, as
I certainly was, upon the occurrence of this second and most
extraordinary coincidence, by a thousand conflicting sensations,
in which wonder and extreme terror were predominant, I still
retained sufficient presence of mind to avoid exciting, by any
observation, the sensitive nervousness of my companion. I was by
no means certain that he had noticed the sounds in question ;
although, assuredly, a strange alteration had, during the last
few minutes, taken place in his demeanor. From a position
fronting my own, he had gradually brought round his chair, so as
to sit with his face to the door of the chamber ; and thus I
could but partially perceive his features, although I saw that
his lips trembled as if he were murmuring inaudibly. His head
had dropped upon his breast - yet I knew that he was not asleep,
from the wide and rigid opening of the eye as I caught a glance
of it in profile. The motion of his body, too, was at variance
with this idea - for he rocked from side to side with a gentle
yet constant and uniform sway. Having rapidly taken notice of
all this, I resumed the narrative of Sir Launcelot, which thus
proceeded:
"And now, the
champion, having escaped from the terrible fury of the dragon,
bethinking himself of the brazen shield, and of the breaking up
of the enchantment which was upon it, removed the carcass from
out of the way before him, and approached valorously over the
silver pavement of the castle to where the shield was upon the
wall ; which in sooth tarried not for his full coming, but fell
down at his feet upon the silver floor, with a mighty great and
terrible ringing sound."
No sooner had
these syllables passed my lips, than - as if a shield of brass
had indeed, at the moment, fallen heavily upon a floor of silver
- I became aware of a distinct, hollow, metallic, and
clangorous, yet apparently muffled reverberation. Completely
unnerved, I leaped to my feet ; but the measured rocking
movement of Usher was undisturbed. I rushed to the chair in
which he sat. His eyes were bent fixedly before him, and
throughout his whole countenance there reigned a stony rigidity.
But, as I placed my hand upon his shoulder, there came a strong
shudder over his whole person ; a sickly smile quivered about
his lips ; and I saw that he spoke in a low, hurried, and
gibbering murmur, as if unconscious of my presence. Bending
closely over him, I at length drank in the hideous import of his
words.
"Not hear it
? - yes, I hear it, and have heard it. Long - long - long - many
minutes, many hours, many days, have I heard it - yet I dared
not - oh, pity me, miserable wretch that I am ! - I dared not -
I dared not speak ! We have put her living in the tomb ! Said I
not that my senses were acute ? I now tell you that I heard her
first feeble movements in the hollow coffin. I heard them -
many, many days ago - yet I dared not - I dared not speak ! And
now - to-night - Ethelred - ha ! ha ! - the breaking of the
hermit's door, and the death-cry of the dragon, and the clangor
of the shield ! - say, rather, the rending of her coffin, and
the grating of the iron hinges of her prison, and her struggles
within the coppered archway of the vault ! Oh whither shall I
fly ? Will she not be here anon ? Is she not hurrying to upbraid
me for my haste ? Have I not heard her footstep on the stair ?
Do I not distinguish that heavy and horrible beating of her
heart ? Madman !" - here he sprang furiously to his feet, and
shrieked out his syllables, as if in the effort he were giving
up his soul - " Madman ! I tell you that she now stands without
the door ! "
As if in the
superhuman energy of his utterance there had been found the
potency of a spell - the huge antique pannels to which the
speaker pointed, threw slowly back, upon the instant, their
ponderous and ebony jaws. It was the work of the rushing gust -
but then without those doors there did stand the lofty and
enshrouded figure of the lady Madeline of Usher. There was blood
upon her white robes, and the evidence of some bitter struggle
upon every portion of her emaciated frame. For a moment she
remained trembling and reeling to and fro upon the threshold -
then, with a low moaning cry, fell heavily inward upon the
person of her brother, and in her violent and now final
death-agonies, bore him to the floor a corpse, and a victim to
the terrors he had anticipated.
From that
chamber, and from that mansion, I fled aghast. The storm was
still abroad in all its wrath as I found myself crossing the old
causeway. Suddenly there shot along the path a wild light, and I
turned to see whence a gleam so unusual could have issued ; for
the vast house and its shadows were alone behind me. The
radiance was that of the full, setting, and blood-red moon,
which now shone vividly through that once barely-discernible
fissure, of which I have before spoken as extending from the
roof of the building, in a zigzag direction, to the base. While
I gazed, this fissure rapidly widened - there came a fierce
breath of the whirlwind - the entire orb of the satellite burst
at once upon my sight - my brain reeled as I saw the mighty
walls rushing asunder - there was a long tumultuous shouting
sound like the voice of a thousand waters - and the deep and
dank tarn at my feet closed sullenly and silently over the
fragments of the "House of Usher ."
*
*
*
The Pit and the
Pendulum
Impia
tortorum longas hic turba furores Sanguinis innocui non satiata,
aluit. Sospite nunc patria, fracto nunc funeris antro, Mors ubi
dira fuit vita salusque patent.
- Quatrain composed for the gates of a market to be erected
upon the site of the Jacobin Club House in Paris.
I was sick,
sick unto death, with that long agony, and when they at length
unbound me, and I was permitted to sit, I felt that my senses
were leaving me. The sentence, the dread sentence of death, was
the last of distinct accentuation which reached my ears. After
that, the sound of the inquisitorial voices seemed merged in one
dreamy indeterminate hum. It conveyed to my soul the idea of
REVOLUTION, perhaps from its association in fancy with the burr
of a mill-wheel. This only for a brief period, for presently I
heard no more. Yet, for a while, I saw, but with how terrible an
exaggeration ! I saw the lips of the black-robed judges. They
appeared to me white -- whiter than the sheet upon which I trace
these words -- and thin even to grotesqueness; thin with the
intensity of their expression of firmness, of immovable
resolution, of stern contempt of human torture. I saw that the
decrees of what to me was fate were still issuing from those
lips. I saw them writhe with a deadly locution. I saw them
fashion the syllables of my name, and I shuddered, because no
sound succeeded. I saw, too, for a few moments of delirious
horror, the soft and nearly imperceptible waving of the sable
draperies which enwrapped the walls of the apartment; and then
my vision fell upon the seven tall candles upon the table. At
first they wore the aspect of charity, and seemed white slender
angels who would save me: but then all at once there came a most
deadly nausea over my spirit, and I felt every fibre in my frame
thrill, as if I had touched the wire of a galvanic battery,
while the angel forms became meaningless spectres, with heads of
flame, and I saw that from them there would be no help . And
then there stole into my fancy, like a rich musical note, the
thought of what sweet rest there must be in the grave. The
thought came gently and stealthily, and it seemed long before it
attained full appreciation; but just as my spirit came at length
properly to feel and entertain it, the figures of the judges
vanished, as if magically, from before me; the tall candles sank
into nothingness; their flames went out utterly; the blackness
of darkness superened ; all sensations appeared swallowed up in
a mad rushing descent as of the soul into Hades. Then silence,
and stillness, and night were the universe.
I had
swooned; but still will not say that all of consciousness was
lost. What of it there remained I will not attempt to define, or
even to describe; yet all was not lost. In the deepest slumber
-- no! In delirium -- no! In a swoon -- no! In death -- no! Even
in the grave all was not lost. Else there is no immortality for
man. Arousing from the most profound of slumbers, we break the
gossamer web of some dream. Yet in a second afterwards (so frail
may that web have been) we remember not that we have dreamed. In
the return to life from the swoon there are two stages; first,
that of the sense of mental or spiritual; secondly, that of the
sense of physical existence. It seems probable that if, upon
reaching the second stage, we could recall the impressions of
the first, we should find these impressions eloquent in memories
of the gulf beyond. And that gulf is, what? How at least shall
we distinguish its shadows from those of the tomb? But if the
impressions of what I have termed the first stage are not at
will recalled, yet, after long interval, do they not come
unbidden, while we marvel whence they come? He who has never
swooned is not he who finds strange palaces and wildly familiar
faces in coals that glow; is not he who beholds floating in
mid-air the sad visions that the many may not view; is not he
who ponders over the perfume of some novel flower; is not he
whose brain grows bewildered with the meaning of some musical
cadence which has never before arrested his attention.
Amid frequent
and thoughtful endeavours to remember , amid earnest struggles
to regather some token of the state of seeming nothingness into
which my soul had lapsed, there have been moments when I have
dreamed of success; there have been brief, very brief periods
when I have conjured up remembrances which the lucid reason of a
later epoch assures me could have had reference only to that
condition of seeming unconsciousness. These shadows of memory
tell indistinctly of tall figures that lifted and bore me in
silence down -- down -- still down -- till a hideous dizziness
oppressed me at the mere idea of the interminableness of the
descent. They tell also of a vague horror at my heart on account
of that heart's unnatural stillness. Then comes a sense of
sudden motionlessness throughout all things; as if those who
bore me (a ghastly train!) had outrun, in their descent, the
limits of the limitless , and paused from the wearisomeness of
their toil. After this I call to mind flatness and dampness; and
then all is MADNESS -- the madness of a memory which busies
itself among forbidden things.
Very suddenly
there came back to my soul motion and sound -- the tumultuous
motion of the heart, and in my ears the sound of its beating.
Then a pause in which all is blank. Then again sound, and
motion, and touch, a tingling sensation pervading my frame. Then
the mere consciousness of existence, without thought, a
condition which lasted long. Then, very suddenly, THOUGHT, and
shuddering terror, and earnest endeavour to comprehend my true
state. Then a strong desire to lapse into insensibility. Then a
rushing revival of soul and a successful effort to move. And now
a full memory of the trial, of the judges, of the sable
draperies, of the sentence, of the sickness, of the swoon. Then
entire forgetfulness of all that followed; of all that a later
day and much earnestness of endeavour have enabled me vaguely to
recall.
So far I had
not opened my eyes. I felt that I lay upon my back unbound. I
reached out my hand, and it fell heavily upon something damp and
hard. There I suffered it to remain for many minutes, while I
strove to imagine where and what I could be. I longed, yet dared
not, to employ my vision. I dreaded the first glance at objects
around me. It was not that I feared to look upon things
horrible, but that I grew aghast lest there should be NOTHING to
see. At length, with a wild desperation at heart, I quickly
unclosed my eyes. My worst thoughts, then, were confirmed. The
blackness of eternal night encompassed me. I struggled for
breath. The intensity of the darkness seemed to oppress and
stifle me. The atmosphere was intolerably close. I still lay
quietly, and made effort to exercise my reason. I brought to
mind the inquisitorial proceedings, and attempted from that
point to deduce my real condition. The sentence had passed, and
it appeared to me that a very long interval of time had since
elapsed. Yet not for a moment did I suppose myself actually
dead. Such a supposition, notwithstanding what we read in
fiction , is altogether inconsistent with real existence; -- but
where and in what state was I? The condemned to death, I knew,
perished usually at the auto-da-fes, and one of these had been
held on the very night of the day of my trial. Had I been
remanded to my dungeon, to await the next sacrifice, which would
not take place for many months? This I at once saw could not be.
Victims had been in immediate demand. Moreover my dungeon, as
well as all the condemned cells at Toledo, had stone floors, and
light was not altogether excluded.
A fearful
idea now suddenly drove the blood in torrents upon my heart, and
for a brief period I once more relapsed into insensibility. Upon
recovering, I at once started to my feet, trembling convulsively
in every fibre. I thrust my arms wildly above and around me in
all directions. I felt nothing; yet dreaded to move a step, lest
I should be impeded by the walls of a TOMB. Perspiration burst
from every pore, and stood in cold big beads upon my forehead.
The agony of suspense grew at length intolerable, and I
cautiously moved forward, with my arms extended , and my eyes
straining from their sockets, in the hope of catching some faint
ray of light. I proceeded for many paces, but still all was
blackness and vacancy. I breathed more freely. It seemed evident
that mine was not, at least, the most hideous of fates.
And now, as I
still continued to step cautiously onward, there came thronging
upon my recollection a thousand vague rumours of the horrors of
Toledo. Of the dungeons there had been strange things narrated
-- fables I had always deemed them -- but yet strange, and too
ghastly to repeat, save in a whisper. Was I left to perish of
starvation in this subterranean world of darkness; or what fate
perhaps even more fearful awaited me? That the result would be
death, and a death of more than customary bitterness, I knew too
well the character of my judges to doubt. The mode and the hour
were all that occupied or distracted me.
My
outstretched hands at length encountered some solid obstruction.
It was a wall, seemingly of stone masonry -- very smooth, slimy,
and cold. I followed it up; stepping with all the careful
distrust with which certain antique narratives had inspired me.
This process, however, afforded me no means of ascertaining the
dimensions of my dungeon; as I might make its circuit, and
return to the point whence I set out, without being aware of the
fact, so perfectly uniform seemed the wall. I therefore sought
the knife which had been in my pocket when led into the
inquisitorial chamber, but it was gone; my clothes had been
exchanged for a wrapper of coarse serge. I had thought of
forcing the blade in some minute crevice of the masonry, so as
to identify my point of departure. The difficulty, nevertheless,
was but trivial, although, in the disorder of my fancy, it
seemed at first insuperable. I tore a part of the hem from the
robe, and placed the fragment at full length, and at right
angles to the wall. In groping my way around the prison, I could
not fail to encounter this rag upon completing the circuit. So,
at least, I thought, but I had not counted upon the extent of
the dungeon, or upon my own weakness. The ground was moist and
slippery. I staggered onward for some time, when I stumbled and
fell. My excessive fatigue induced me to remain prostrate, and
sleep soon overtook me as I lay.
Upon awaking,
and stretching forth an arm, I found beside me a loaf and a
pitcher with water. I was too much exhausted to reflect upon
this circumstance , but ate and drank with avidity. Shortly
afterwards I resumed my tour around the prison, and with much
toil came at last upon the fragment of the serge. Up to the
period when I fell I had counted fifty-two paces, and upon
resuming my walk I had counted forty-eight more, when I arrived
at the rag. There were in all, then, a hundred paces; and,
admitting two paces to the yard, I presumed the dungeon to be
fifty yards in circuit. I had met, however, with many angles in
the wall, and thus I could form no guess at the shape of the
vault, for vault I could not help supposing it to be.
I had little
object -- certainly no hope -- in these researches, but a vague
curiosity prompted me to continue them. Quitting the wall, I
resolved to cross the area of the enclosure. At first I
proceeded with extreme caution, for the floor although seemingly
of solid material was treacherous with slime. At length,
however, I took courage and did not hesitate to step firmly --
endeavouring to cross in as direct a line as possible. I had
advanced some ten or twelve paces in this manner, when the
remnant of the torn hem of my robe became entangled between my
legs. I stepped on it, and fell violently on my face.
In the
confusion attending my fall, I did not immediately apprehend a
somewhat startling circumstance , which yet, in a few seconds
afterward, and while I still lay prostrate, arrested my
attention. It was this: my chin rested upon the floor of the
prison, but my lips, and the upper portion of my head, although
seemingly at a less elevation than the chin, touched nothing. At
the same time, my forehead seemed bathed in a clammy vapour, and
the peculiar smell of decayed fungus arose to my nostrils. I put
forward my arm, and shuddered to find that I had fallen at the
very brink of a circular pit, whose extent of course I had no
means of ascertaining at the moment. Groping about the masonry
just below the margin, I succeeded in dislodging a small
fragment, and let it fall into the abyss. For many seconds I
hearkened to its reverberations as it dashed against the sides
of the chasm in its descent ; at length there was a sullen
plunge into water, succeeded by loud echoes. At the same moment
there came a sound resembling the quick opening, and as rapid
closing of a door overhead, while a faint gleam of light flashed
suddenly through the gloom, and as suddenly faded away.
I saw clearly
the doom which had been prepared for me, and congratulated
myself upon the timely accident by which I had escaped. Another
step before my fall, and the world had seen me no more and the
death just avoided was of that very character which I had
regarded as fabulous and frivolous in the tales respecting the
Inquisition. To the victims of its tyranny, there was the choice
of death with its direst physical agonies, or death with its
most hideous moral horrors. I had been reserved for the latter.
By long suffering my nerves had been unstrung, until I trembled
at the sound of my own voice, and had become in every respect a
fitting subject for the species of torture which awaited me.
Shaking in
every limb, I groped my way back to the wall -- resolving there
to perish rather than risk the terrors of the wells, of which my
imagination now pictured many in various positions about the
dungeon. In other conditions of mind I might have had courage to
end my misery at once by a plunge into one of these abysses; but
now I was the veriest of cowards. Neither could I forget what I
had read of these pits -- that the SUDDEN extinction of life
formed no part of their most horrible plan.
Agitation of
spirit kept me awake for many long hours; but at length I again
slumbered. Upon arousing, I found by my side, as before, a loaf
and a pitcher of water. A burning thirst consumed me, and I
emptied the vessel at a draught. It must have been drugged, for
scarcely had I drunk before I became irresistibly drowsy. A deep
sleep fell upon me -- a sleep like that of death. How long it
lasted of course I know not; but when once again I unclosed my
eyes the objects around me were visible. By a wild sulphurous
lustre, the origin of which I could not at first determine, I
was enabled to see the extent and aspect of the prison.
In its size I
had been greatly mistaken. The whole circuit of its walls did
not exceed twenty-five yards. For some minutes this fact
occasioned me a world of vain trouble; vain indeed -- for what
could be of less importance, under the terrible circumstances
which environed me than the mere dimensions of my dungeon? But
my soul took a wild interest in trifles, and I busied myself in
endeavours to account for the error I had committed in my
measurement. The truth at length flashed upon me. In my first
attempt at exploration I had counted fifty-two paces up to the
period when I fell; I must then have been within a pace or two
of the fragment of serge; in fact I had nearly performed the
circuit of the vault. I then slept, and upon awaking, I must
have returned upon my steps, thus supposing the circuit nearly
double what it actually was. My confusion of mind prevented me
from observing that I began my tour with the wall to the left,
and ended it with the wall to the right.
I had been
deceived too in respect to the shape of the enclosure. In
feeling my way I had found many angles, and thus deduced an idea
of great irregularity, so potent is the effect of total darkness
upon one arousing from lethargy or sleep! The angles were simply
those of a few slight depressions or niches at odd intervals.
The general shape of the prison was square. What I had taken for
masonry seemed now to be iron, or some other metal in huge
plates, whose sutures or joints occasioned the depression. The
entire surface of this metallic enclosure was rudely daubed in
all the hideous and repulsive devices to which the charnel
superstition of the monks has given rise. The figures of fiends
in aspects of menace, with skeleton forms and other more really
fearful images, overspread and disfigured the walls. I observed
that the outlines of these monstrosities were sufficiently
distinct, but that the colours seemed faded and blurred, as if
from the effects of a damp atmosphere. I now noticed the floor,
too, which was of stone. In the centre yawned the circular pit
from whose jaws I had escaped ; but it was the only one in the
dungeon.
All this I
saw indistinctly and by much effort, for my personal condition
had been greatly changed during slumber. I now lay upon my back,
and at full length, on a species of low framework of wood. To
this I was securely bound by a long strap resembling a
surcingle. It passed in many convolutions about my limbs and
body, leaving at liberty only my head, and my left arm to such
extent that I could by dint of much exertion supply myself with
food from an earthen dish which lay by my side on the floor. I
saw to my horror that the pitcher had been removed . I say to my
horror, for I was consumed with intolerable thirst. This thirst
it appeared to be the design of my persecutors to stimulate, for
the food in the dish was meat pungently seasoned.
Looking
upward, I surveyed the ceiling of my prison. It was some thirty
or forty feet overhead, and constructed much as the side walls.
In one of its panels a very singular figure riveted my whole
attention . It was the painted figure of Time as he is commonly
represented, save that in lieu of a scythe he held what at a
casual glance I supposed to be the pictured image of a huge
pendulum, such as we see on antique clocks. There was something,
however, in the appearance of this machine which caused me to
regard it more attentively. While I gazed directly upward at it
(for its position was immediately over my own), I fancied that I
saw it in motion. In an instant afterward the fancy was
confirmed. Its sweep was brief, and of course slow. I watched it
for some minutes, somewhat in fear but more in wonder. Wearied
at length with observing its dull movement, I turned my eyes
upon the other objects in the cell.
A slight
noise attracted my notice, and looking to the floor, I saw
several enormous rats traversing it. They had issued from the
well which lay just within view to my right. Even then while I
gazed, they came up in troops hurriedly, with ravenous eyes,
allured by the scent of the meat. From this it required much
effort and attention to scare them away.
It might have
been half-an-hour, perhaps even an hour (for I could take but
imperfect note of time) before I again cast my eyes upward. What
I then saw confounded and amazed me. The sweep of the pendulum
had increased in extent by nearly a yard. As a natural
consequence, its velocity was also much greater. But what mainly
disturbed me was the idea that it had perceptibly DESCENDED. I
now observed, with what horror it is needless to say, that its
nether extremity was formed of a crescent of glittering steel,
about a foot in length from horn to horn; the horns upward, and
the under edge evidently as keen as that of a razor. Like a
razor also it seemed massy and heavy, tapering from the edge
into a solid and broad structure above. It was appended to a
weighty rod of brass, and the whole HISSED as it swung through
the air.
I could no
longer doubt the doom prepared for me by monkish ingenuity in
torture. My cognisance of the pit had become known to the
inquisitorial agents -- THE PIT, whose horrors had been destined
for so bold a recusant as myself, THE PIT, typical of hell, and
regarded by rumour as the Ultima Thule of all their punishments.
The plunge into this pit I had avoided by the merest of
accidents, and I knew that surprise or entrapment into torment
formed an important portion of all the grotesquerie of these
dungeon deaths. Having failed to fall, it was no part of the
demon plan to hurl me into the abyss, and thus (there being no
alternative) a different and a milder destruction awaited me.
Milder! I half smiled in my agony as I thought of such
application of such a term.
What boots it
to tell of the long, long hours of horror more than mortal,
during which I counted the rushing oscillations of the steel!
Inch by inch -- line by line -- with a descent only appreciable
at intervals that seemed ages -- down and still down it came!
Days passed -- it might have been that many days passed -- ere
it swept so closely over me as to fan me with its acrid breath.
The odour of the sharp steel forced itself into my nostrils. I
prayed -- I wearied heaven with my prayer for its more speedy
descent. I grew frantically mad, and struggled to force myself
upward against the sweep of the fearful scimitar. And then I
fell suddenly calm and lay smiling at the glittering death as a
child at some rare bauble.
There was
another interval of utter insensibility; it was brief, for upon
again lapsing into life there had been no perceptible descent in
the pendulum. But it might have been long -- for I knew there
were demons who took note of my swoon, and who could have
arrested the vibration at pleasure. Upon my recovery, too, I
felt very -- oh! inexpressibly -- sick and weak, as if through
long inanition. Even amid the agonies of that period the human
nature craved food. With painful effort I outstretched my left
arm as far as my bonds permitted, and took possession of the
small remnant which had been spared me by the rats. As I put a
portion of it within my lips there rushed to my mind a
half-formed thought of joy -- of hope. Yet what business had I
with hope? It was, as I say, a half-formed thought -- man has
many such, which are never completed. I felt that it was of joy
-- of hope; but I felt also that it had perished in its
formation. In vain I struggled to perfect -- to regain it. Long
suffering had nearly annihilated all my ordinary powers of mind.
I was an imbecile -- an idiot.
The vibration
of the pendulum was at right angles to my length. I saw that the
crescent was designed to cross the region of the heart. It would
fray the serge of my robe; it would return and repeat its
operations -- again -- and again. Notwithstanding its
terrifically wide sweep (some thirty feet or more) and the
hissing vigour of its descent, sufficient to sunder these very
walls of iron, still the fraying of my robe would be all that,
for several minutes, it would accomplish; and at this thought I
paused. I dared not go farther than this reflection. I dwelt
upon it with a pertinacity of attention -- as if, in so
dwelling, I could arrest HERE the descent of the steel. I forced
myself to ponder upon the sound of the crescent as it should
pass across the garment -- upon the peculiar thrilling sensation
which the friction of cloth produces on the nerves. I pondered
upon all this frivolity until my teeth were on edge.
Down --
steadily down it crept. I took a frenzied pleasure in
contrasting its downward with its lateral velocity. To the right
-- to the left -- far and wide -- with the shriek of a damned
spirit! to my heart with the stealthy pace of the tiger! I
alternately laughed and howled, as the one or the other idea
grew predominant.
Down --
certainly, relentlessly down! It vibrated within three inches of
my bosom! I struggled violently -- furiously -- to free my left
arm. This was free only from the elbow to the hand. I could
reach the latter, from the platter beside me to my mouth with
great effort, but no farther. Could I have broken the fastenings
above the elbow, I would have seized and attempted to arrest the
pendulum. I might as well have attempted to arrest an avalanche!
Down -- still
unceasingly -- still inevitably down! I gasped and struggled at
each vibration. I shrunk convulsively at its very sweep. My eyes
followed its outward or upward whirls with the eagerness of the
most unmeaning despair; they closed themselves spasmodically at
the descent, although death would have been a relief, O, how
unspeakable! Still I quivered in every nerve to think how slight
a sinking of the machinery would precipitate that keen
glistening axe upon my bosom. It was hope that prompted the
nerve to quiver -- the frame to shrink. It was HOPE -- the hope
that triumphs on the rack -- that whispers to the
death-condemned even in the dungeons of the Inquisition.
I saw that
some ten or twelve vibrations would bring the steel in actual
contact with my robe, and with this observation there suddenly
came over my spirit all the keen, collected calmness of despair.
For the first time during many hours, or perhaps days, I
THOUGHT. It now occurred to me that the bandage or surcingle
which enveloped me was UNIQUE. I was tied by no separate cord.
The first stroke of the razor-like crescent athwart any portion
of the band would so detach it that it might be unwound from my
person by means of my left hand. But how fearful, in that case,
the proximity of the steel! The result of the slightest
struggle, how deadly! Was it likely, moreover, that the minions
of the torturer had not foreseen and provided for this
possibility! Was it probable that the bandage crossed my bosom
in the track of the pendulum? Dreading to find my faint, and, as
it seemed, my last hope frustrated, I so far elevated my head as
to obtain a distinct view of my breast. The surcingle enveloped
my limbs and body close in all directions save SAVE IN THE PATH
OF THE DESTROYING CRESCENT.
Scarcely had
I dropped my head back into its original position when there
flashed upon my mind what I cannot better describe than as the
unformed half of that idea of deliverance to which I have
previously alluded, and of which a moiety only floated
indeterminately through my brain when I raised food to my
burning lips. The whole thought was now present -- feeble,
scarcely sane, scarcely definite, but still entire. I proceeded
at once, with the nervous energy of despair, to attempt its
execution.
For many
hours the immediate vicinity of the low framework upon which I
lay had been literally swarming with rats. They were wild, bold,
ravenous , their red eyes glaring upon me as if they waited but
for motionlessness on my part to make me their prey. "To what
food," I thought, "have they been accustomed in the well?"
They had
devoured, in spite of all my efforts to prevent them, all but a
small remnant of the contents of the dish. I had fallen into an
habitual see-saw or wave of the hand about the platter; and at
length the unconscious uniformity of the movement deprived it of
effect. In their voracity the vermin frequently fastened their
sharp fangs in my fingers. With the particles of the oily and
spicy viand which now remained, I thoroughly rubbed the bandage
wherever I could reach it; then, raising my hand from the floor,
I lay breathlessly still.
At first the
ravenous animals were startled and terrified at the change -- at
the cessation of movement . They shrank alarmedly back; many
sought the well. But this was only for a moment. I had not
counted in vain upon their voracity. Observing that I remained
without motion, one or two of the boldest leaped upon the
frame-work and smelt at the surcingle. This seemed the signal
for a general rush. Forth from the well they hurried in fresh
troops. They clung to the wood, they overran it, and leaped in
hundreds upon my person. The measured movement of the pendulum
disturbed them not at all. Avoiding its strokes, they busied
themselves with the annointed bandage. They pressed, they
swarmed upon me in ever accumulating heaps. They writhed upon my
throat; their cold lips sought my own; I was half stifled by
their thronging pressure; disgust, for which the world has no
name, swelled my bosom, and chilled with heavy clamminess my
heart. Yet one minute and I felt that the struggle would be
over. Plainly I perceived the loosening of the bandage. I knew
that in more than one place it must be already severed. With a
more than human resolution I lay STILL.
Nor had I
erred in my calculations, nor had I endured in vain. I at length
felt that I was FREE. The surcingle hung in ribands from my
body. But the stroke of the pendulum already pressed upon my
bosom. It had divided the serge of the robe. It had cut through
the linen beneath. Twice again it swung, and a sharp sense of
pain shot through every nerve. But the moment of escape had
arrived. At a wave of my hand my deliverers hurried tumultously
away. With a steady movement, cautious, sidelong, shrinking, and
slow, I slid from the embrace of the bandage and beyond the
reach of the scimitar. For the moment, at least I WAS FREE.
Free! and in
the grasp of the Inquisition! I had scarcely stepped from my
wooden bed of horror upon the stone floor of the prison, when
the motion of the hellish machine ceased and I beheld it drawn
up by some invisible force through the ceiling. This was a
lesson which I took desperately to heart. My every motion was
undoubtedly watched. Free! I had but escaped death in one form
of agony to be delivered unto worse than death in some other.
With that thought I rolled my eyes nervously around on the
barriers of iron that hemmed me in. Something unusual -- some
change which at first I could not appreciate distinctly -- it
was obvious had taken place in the apartment. For many minutes
of a dreamy and trembling abstraction I busied myself in vain,
unconnected conjecture. During this period I became aware, for
the first time, of the origin of the sulphurous light which
illumined the cell. It proceeded from a fissure about
half-an-inch in width extending entirely around the prison at
the base of the walls which thus appeared, and were completely
separated from the floor. I endeavoured, but of course in vain,
to look through the aperture.
As I arose
from the attempt, the mystery of the alteration in the chamber
broke at once upon my understanding. I have observed that
although the outlines of the figures upon the walls were
sufficiently distinct, yet the colours seemed blurred and
indefinite . These colours had now assumed, and were momentarily
assuming, a startling and most intense brilliancy, that give to
the spectral and fiendish portraitures an aspect that might have
thrilled even firmer nerves than my own. Demon eyes, of a wild
and ghastly vivacity, glared upon me in a thousand directions
where none had been visible before, and gleamed with the lurid
lustre of a fire that I could not force my imagination to regard
as unreal.
UNREAL! --
Even while I breathed there came to my nostrils the breath of
the vapour of heated iron! A suffocating odour pervaded the
prison! A deeper glow settled each moment in the eyes that
glared at my agonies! A richer tint of crimson diffused itself
over the pictured horrors of blood. I panted ' I gasped for
breath! There could be no doubt of the design of my tormentors
-- oh most unrelenting! oh, most demoniac of men! I shrank from
the glowing metal to the centre of the cell. Amid the thought of
the fiery destruction that impended, the idea of the coolness of
the well came over my soul like balm. I rushed to its deadly
brink. I threw my straining vision below. The glare from the
enkindled roof illumined its inmost recesses. Yet, for a wild
moment, did my spirit refuse to comprehend the meaning of what I
saw. At length it forced -- it wrestled its way into my soul --
it burned itself in upon my shuddering reason. O for a voice to
speak! -- oh, horror! -- oh, any horror but this! With a shriek
I rushed from the margin and buried my face in my hands --
weeping bitterly.
The heat
rapidly increased, and once again I looked up, shuddering as if
with a fit of the ague. There had been a second change in the
cell -- and now the change was obviously in the FORM. As before
, it was in vain that I at first endeavoured to appreciate or
understand what was taking place. But not long was I left in
doubt. The inquisitorial vengeance had been hurried by my
two-fold escape, and there was to be no more dallying with the
King of Terrors. The room had been square. I saw that two of its
iron angles were now acute -- two consequently, obtuse. The
fearful difference quickly increased with a low rumbling or
moaning sound. In an instant the apartment had shifted its form
into that of a lozenge. But the alteration stopped not here -- I
neither hoped nor desired it to stop. I could have clasped the
red walls to my bosom as a garment of eternal peace. "Death," I
said "any death but that of the pit!" Fool! might I not have
known that INTO THE PIT it was the object of the burning iron to
urge me? Could I resist its glow? or if even that, could I
withstand its pressure ? And now, flatter and flatter grew the
lozenge, with a rapidity that left me no time for contempla-
tion. Its centre, and of course, its greatest width, came just
over the yawning gulf. I shrank back -- but the closing walls
pressed me resistlessly onward . At length for my seared and
writhing body there was no longer an inch of foothold on the
firm floor of the prison. I struggled no more, but the agony of
my soul found vent in one loud, long, and final scream of
despair. I felt that I tottered upon the brink -- I averted my
eyes --
There was a
discordant hum of human voices! There was a loud blast as of
many trumpets! There was a harsh grating as of a thousand
thunders! The fiery walls rushed back! An outstretched arm
caught my own as I fell fainting into the abyss. It was that of
General Lasalle. The French army had entered Toledo. The
Inquisition was in the hands of its enemies.
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The Raven
(1845)
Once upon a
midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary,
Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,
While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,
As of someone gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.
" 'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door;
Only this,
and nothing more."
Ah,
distinctly I remember, it was in the bleak December,
And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.
Eagerly I wished the morrow; vainly I had sought to borrow
From my books surcease of sorrow, sorrow for the lost Lenore,.
For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore,
Nameless here
forevermore.
And the
silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain
Thrilled me---filled me with fantastic terrors never felt
before;
So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood
repeating,
" 'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door,
Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door.
This it is,
and nothing more."
Presently my
soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer,
"Sir," said I, "or madam, truly your forgiveness I implore;
But the fact is, I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,
And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,
That I scarce was sure I heard you." Here I opened wide the
door;---
Darkness
there, and nothing more.
Deep into the
darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortals ever dared to dream before;
But the silence was unbroken, and the stillness gave no token,
And the only word there spoken was the whispered word,
Lenore?, This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word,
"Lenore!"
Merely this, and nothing more.
Back into the
chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,
Soon again I heard a tapping, something louder than before,
"Surely," said I, "surely, that is something at my window
lattice.
Let me see, then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore.
Let my heart be still a moment, and this mystery explore.
" 'Tis the
wind, and nothing more."
Open here I
flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter,
In there stepped a stately raven, of the saintly days of yore.
Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed
he;
But with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door.
Perched upon a bust of Pallas, just above my chamber door,
Perched, and
sat, and nothing more.
Then this
ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore,
"Though thy crest be shorn and shaven thou," I said, "art sure
no craven,
Ghastly, grim, and ancient raven, wandering from the nightly
shore.
Tell me what the lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore."
Quoth the
raven, "Nevermore."
Much I
marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,
Though its answer little meaning, little relevancy bore;
For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being
Ever yet was blessed with seeing bird above his chamber door,
Bird or beast upon the sculptured bust above his chamber door,
With such
name as "Nevermore."
But the
raven, sitting lonely on that placid bust, spoke only
That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.
Nothing further then he uttered; not a feather then he
fluttered;
Till I scarcely more than muttered,"Other friends have flown
before;
On the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before."
Then the bird
said,"Nevermore."
Startled at
the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,
"Doubtless," said I, "what it utters is its only stock and
store,
Caught from some unhappy master, whom unmerciful disaster
Followed fast and followed faster, till his songs one burden
bore,---
Till the dirges of his hope that melancholy burden bore
Of
"Never---nevermore."
But the raven
still beguiling all my fancy into smiling,
Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird and bust
and door;,
Then, upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking
Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore,
What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt, and ominous bird of
yore
Meant in
croaking, "Nevermore."
Thus I sat
engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing
To the fowl, whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core;
This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining
On the cushion's velvet lining that the lamplight gloated o'er,
But whose velvet violet lining with the lamplight gloating o'er
She shall
press, ah, nevermore!
Then,
methought, the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer
Swung by seraphim whose footfalls tinkled on the tufted floor.
"Wretch," I cried, "thy God hath lent thee -- by these angels he
hath
Sent thee respite---respite and nepenthe from thy memories of
Lenore!
Quaff, O quaff this kind nepenthe, and forget this lost Lenore!"
Quoth the
raven, "Nevermore!"
"Prophet!"
said I, "thing of evil!--prophet still, if bird or devil!
Whether tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here
ashore,
Desolate, yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted--
On this home by horror haunted--tell me truly, I implore:
Is there--is there balm in Gilead?--tell me--tell me I implore!"
Quoth the
raven, "Nevermore."
"Prophet!"
said I, "thing of evil--prophet still, if bird or devil!
By that heaven that bends above us--by that God we both adore--
Tell this soul with sorrow laden, if, within the distant Aidenn,
It shall clasp a sainted maiden, whom the angels name Lenore---
Clasp a rare and radiant maiden, whom the angels name Lenore?
Quoth the
raven, "Nevermore."
"Be that word
our sign of parting, bird or fiend!" I shrieked, upstarting--
"Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore!
Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul spoken!
Leave my loneliness unbroken! -- quit the bust above my door!
Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my
door!"
Quoth the
raven, "Nevermore."
And the raven,
never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming.
And the lamplight o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the
floor;
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
Shall be
lifted--- nevermore!
 Tales and Poems by Edgar Allan Poe by Cultura Brasileira is licensed under a Creative Commons Atribuição-Uso Não-Comercial-Vedada a Criação de Obras Derivadas 2.5 Brasil License. Based on a work at www.culturabrasil.org.
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